Life has just got me bloody confused... A lot of things go wrong...very few seem to go right. I am left alone to think...ALL THE TIME...and while I don't mind it, sometimes it gets painful...one thing that I am increasingly confused and frustrated by is the fact that the person I thought I hurt the most continues to want to talk to me...even when I said I'd talk when I was ready...I still don't know if I am ready, and my family would be pissed if we spoke again, but I am willing to try talking again.